I have these situations where I guess I get bored or something and I create a crush. Obviously, since I created it and it's not really backed up with true feelings, it's not a big deal. It probably shouldn't even be called a crush. And before you think it, No, I am not leading people on. It's more of like a way to pass time while bored or when trying to get over a real crush. It's a true NotCrush. So I guess I'd have to call it a NotNotCrush.
NotTaylor is a NotNotCrush. Sure, he's probably really hott to some girls and I bet those same girls would give anything for some attention from him but I have no interest really. (OK, a quick makeout session in an empty office maybe but that's more because I NEED a MO session ASAP). If someone asked if I have a crush on him I would honestly say no.
NotButler is another NotNotCrush. Someone who is attractive and there and really stands out against the blah that are the usual coworkers. But do I have a real crush on him? No way. Outside of work I might not even notice him. He's a cool guy, don't get me wrong, but not someone I sit around daydreaming about.
Anyway, I guess one could say my weekend was super unexciting since all I have to write about are NotNotCrushes. Soon...SOOOOOON the excitement will be back. It will. April is a crappy month, I don't expect much from it.
7 comments:
oh i know what you mean. sometimes a crush just livens things up 'coz you have someone to crush on even if it's not really for real. but of 'coz since i've had the longest crush on someone, i no longer have a notcrush.
Yeah, sometimes I also need to distract myself from the neverending crush;) Believe me, I understand!
Crushes pass the time...and often should stay crushes, which you're wise to already. Now all you need is a bit of action ;-)
You've pegged my thing for NotButler exactly (assume we're talking about the same person)! He makes me laugh, is easy on the eyes but has waaaaaay too much baggage to ever be considered the real deal.
i love unattainable crushes to pass the time. i have one major one right now. or maybe two. ok, more than that. i need some action myself!
Amen on action! See, I chose NOT to write about my momentary fall from reality yesterday as I got a little nostalgic about secret kisses at a party with a past guy. Ahhh, good memories but make me miss things!
NC -- I've decided that April is going to be a turning point month. Let's go out and find makeouts soon.
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