Thursday, March 01, 2007
Text me baby one more time
I finally ended my tawdry text relationship last week. NotAvailable was bloody hott and had me admitting my every fantasy, pushing all of the right buttons. NotAvailable had a girlfriend, though. I knew this right from the start and left my heart out of the matter. I also attempted to check my guilt at the door, telling myself she was just a girlfriend and should know her man better. The games we were playing, the excitement won out. I was on the verge of saying yes to the weekend in London when something made me pause. Something he said made me ask if his girlfriend lived with him. Turns out she had recently moved in. I ended it that day, telling him we couldn’t talk anymore. Call me hypocritical, but there is a level commitment you make to someone when you decide to live together. It’s more serious, something I couldn’t mess with. If I’m being completely honest, I was a tad sad when I realized it would have to end. Another reason that the timing to say goodbye was right. When you decide to play with fire and someone in a relationship, your emotions should be left out of it.