Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Hanging On The Telephone

I made two calls on my short ride home from work yesterday: one to NotJason and one to NotRoger.

I called NotJason for a few reasons but mostly because I'm sick of only corresponding via email and so if we can't hang out as much, then I at least want some human aspect to the communication. I also figured he needed to have me fresh in his mind!

So after speaking with NotJason for a few moments I decided I needed to be a little reckless and spur of the moment! So I decided to call NotRoger. But the funny part is that I couldn't be spontaneous at all! My new cell phone still doesn't have all of my contacts in it so I had to look in my old cell phone. It literally took five minutes to get his number because the stupid thing kept freezing up. So much for my spontaneity! I took it as a sign not to call him so I used my sneaky Verizon ways and just left him a voice mail therefore bypassing any awkwardness.

I'm not sure if I want him to call back. Ok, that's a lie. I really really really want him to call back and I want him to invite me over. I doubt that will happen since I was a bitch to him before but it's ok because if he did invite me over then I would then enter, "Do I?" mode.

9 comments:

NotMiranda said...

Interesting. Isn't it great how we sometimes want something only to see how we'd react or just to have the opportunity?

NotCarrie said...

Well, I think in this case I just want at least ONE person out there to want me and to be open about it:)

The Mad Dater said...

Gosh... don't you just wish you had telepathy at times like this... So you could be like: "Call me... call me... you want to invite me over. Call Me Now!" (Ok, you gotta say that last line like the lady from those psychic hotline commercials) - LOL

The Mad Dater,
"Because there's a Bastard in all of us"

NotMiranda said...

I think the key to your comment is "open about it".

NotCarrie said...

Haha, Mad Dater- I've hurt my head before trying to use ESP;)

NotMiranda- Oh, I know. I just had to go from one extreme to the other yesterday I guess. And the funny thing? With NotRoger he used to BEG me to say what I was feeling or whatever and I would always be vague or change the subject. Maybe this is my punishment;)

Neil said...

Maybe he's the type of guy that likes his women a little bitchy. So don't give up yet!

NotCarrie said...

Bitchy...I can do bitchy...

NotMiranda said...

I'm cracking up over the thought that you gave yourself bad communication karma ;)

ShyRocket said...

Okay, not carrie, yeah that's right you cant come back to my blog. DUH! wrong... of course you can! everyone's invited to the uncomfortable zone and ya don't have to ask permission. so anytime, spontaneous or not, cum now, toll free, 1 800 the zone... c u there! I want u. there's one for you.