Tuesday, May 10, 2005

positive tension

so as you can probably tell from NotMiranda's suggestions, i've been quite horny lately.
this is not my fault. it's not anyone's fault, really. i just need to get some action. of any kind, really. and it doesn't help that we email about this all day.
so this weekend a friend of mine from high school is coming home for the summer. NotSoccer and i had been really close in hs and have kept in touch in the past years. over instant messenger, we got to know each other a lot... better. He is no longer the "high school" NotSoccer that i used to know. Our conversations delved into the more... shall we say.. uber-personal realm. ever since these conversations however, we have not seen each other.
this friday will be the first time. and it will be interesting because of the content in these conversations. the potential for hooking up is quite high, if he sticks with his promise that he will go out with me. and my friends of course. one thing that has stopped me from ever doing anything with him is his severe lack for keeping to his word. he is one of the flakiest people i've ever known.
but i would not turn him down if he wanted to mo for a little bit. especially if he buys me drinks, which i know i can persuade him to do.
i am however still hesitant and would like some feedback on this situation. because this weekend holds a lot of opportunity for meeting new people.

1 comment:

NotMiranda said...

Ah...the secret life you lead : ) He'll show up if he knows what's good for him. Two pieces of advice...be careful and have fun.